RANDOM SITUATION

I am constantly freakin torn between:

 "If it's meant to be, it will be" 

and 

"If you want it, go get it."

Seriously though. From two famous quotations that we randomly hear or see any day. I believe you know the first one bec of Justin Bieber's Overboard. Lol i am a Belieber, just a random fact. Anyway, what should we believe in? I'm torn. Seriously, seriously. Who's like me?

*Wth, what's up with that two repeated words and me? Lol.

Photos from January and February 2014.
New posts this week, sorry (:
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20 FACTS ABOUT ME

1. I'm near-sighted.

2. John Green is everything.

3. I always use internet slang when I talk to anyone close to me.

4. I never not love mermaids. As a little girl, I've always wanted to live under the sea. Weird right?

5. Dance is one thing I am passionate about. I used to dance in my bedroom with my earphones on whenever I'm alone in the house lol. (But srsly, try it! It makes you feel the freedom.)

6. I've had different kinds of blogs but it didn't work out. I was always lazy when it comes to making up new blog post ideas.

7. I love the smell of early mornings. It brings back a lot of memories from my childhood. 

8. I'm into photo and video editing. So much.

9. I'm taking up Bachelor of Science in Computer Science.

10. My best-est friend is Rolly. Who's also my boyfriend. ♥

11. I play guitar.

12. I easily get annoyed.

13. Taylor Swift is my main girl. I can never not love her. I think she's one of the most intelligent people ever existed. And this is number 13 because she's born on the 13th of December.

14. I was very addicted to Vanessa Hudgens since HSM. I've had an Imeem, Myspace, Friendster, and Multiply accounts because of her. And this is also why this fact is number 14 on the list. (Vanessa's birthday is on December 14.)

15. I don't like being called by my first name.

16. I love people who laughs at my lame jokes. Haha!

17. Dealing with people at my school is sometimes one of my problems.

18. I love group activities that involves dance. Because I love to choreograph and help others not to fear dancing in public, which was one of my fears before. :)

19. I prefer being alone.

20. I love antagonists more than protagonists because they may look strong but in the end, you'll know they also have a soft heart.

Thank you for reading that might mean you want to know something about me. I hope we have things in common, and I'll really love you if you decided to talk about it with me. Anyway, I hope you have a great day ahead!

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NOT EASY

               Can we talk about how accurate this text post is?!

           This is special like how pizza is special to me. Well obviously, it used plain words but the meaning itself is just so special. Idk about you, but this text post kinda saves my life, especially when it comes to that moment when people think it's really easy to do such things when in reality, it's not really THAT easy to some.

               Yas! You've read that right. Some things are not just easy for us. But that doesn't mean we're shy. Or maybe in tagalog, "Pabebe" as what others call it. It's not that. IT'S SIMPLY NOT THAT.

               There are reasons. Everything has a reason. Maybe people like this are having anxiety. Or maybe they just can't talk to people that way you guys talk to people. And it's a problem. Mentally, psychologically. I don't know. But it's not cute. It's not fun. It's not easy.

               I hope somebody who's reading this keep this in their mind. Help out others. Don't judge.

Ps. I simply hope that my classmates or other people who knows me personally read this. I'm kind of a victim to that kind of judgement. And it's not funny.

Pps. I'm sorry for posting a lot. I'm just so excited to post. Lol.
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A PRELUDE

               I am a write-that-down-on-a-diary kind of girl. But I stopped. I thought maybe things are not supposed to be kept a secret. I decided it's better to put them into words that many people can listen to. But what if people wouldn't listen to your stories? What if your friends pretend that they're listening but only they can hear you but doesn't undestand you? Or worse, doesn't even listen?

              That's probably one of the most infuriating things in the world. And also the most saddest feeling ever.

              So I thought sharing them online, letting people read your thoughts, and your feelings, is the solution. Plus, I also believe that people on the internet can understand once they read someone's story. Also they can relate to it sometimes. There's going to be a lot of judging, but I wouldn't mind. Yes, it'll hurt me. But if you at least fear God, you wouldn't say anything bad to a person or anything you think might hurt them. If it's needed, then it's an exception.

             So if you somehow find yourself alone, you can always reach out on me. I understand you. Talk to me. Share things to me, I won't judge. Because good things should be done onto others, not bad.

             This blog contains my thoughts. And I'm glad you're reading my thoughts.

PS. I'm not really an antagonist. Except when you choose to mess with me. Lol.
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